The reticle I focus mostly now is in how in which I solve. Thinking of this morning, I felt the conscious mindset saying, work, work, work, and that is the thing pulling at me right now. I notice this, I respond, ‘the warrior to the wind; focus’.
Invariants I have discussed this, with many views, it solves the thing in front of you, with others, it is finding the work you love, and with the optimists, it is finding the most relative solution.
My answer again, to ‘the warrior, to the wind; focus’
The structure is something I often feel most I observe lack, though the function of their roles is met, their existence is balanced and their life seems that of the norm, I seek the other version.
I will preface this with how I wake up, most days at 10 A.M., because well, I went to bed at 4 A.M., felt like sleeping in and knew I could finish what I needed by the end of the day.
First thought, catch up on social, add to the algorithm for side-project, collect interesting [Twitter, Instagram, Unsplash]
Second thought, identify universal research, niche topics and daily thoughtful concepts [Medium, YouTube]
Third thought, I should eat food, but design, code, write, and food slows me down [Pop Tarts, Grapes, Turkey]
This is the slew of things that occur before I am even interested in putting something together, call it yoga, call it awareness, call it a timesink, it is my mind (currently).
In past experiences this has felt like a burden on the day, as it does before I wrote this, the articulate wake pattern in which I feel is vibrantly the cure to my distinct hunger for knowledge and summarizing my ability to do and be so much at once.
“Knowledge is the distinct adaption of ability in consortium with focus”
Where this revolution occurs is the distance between the clinical version of focus and my adaptive version of how to achieve this. Mind you, I have read the wake at 4, stretch, [insert yoga], coffee & breakfast, meditate to sleep version, and for me, it only slightly works.
I am aware of the current prospectus in which my present version may shift/adapt/evolve to something closer as I develop individually.
“The affordance the past few years, has been the ability to develop and understand this myself while also achieving that in which I stri/ove for”
The lead to the next conclusion is the steps in which I have this mindset of passing which I know will be immediately effectual, in which could be futuristically effectual. This is a lot of investing to micromanage, before the day begins, though, for years, this is the analogous version of evolution in which I have taken, and found both yields and faults.
The spirit of this conclusion lies in the inference of an older world model, and an effectual model of self, the listener [yourself] the observer and contributor [outside world].
Dividing these, I acknowledge comes with statistical inferences of failure, and certainly overprojection in areas, though cognitively, every movement forward is a win; you have to own that.
In question, in waking, in the rise of the sun and set, you must ask yourself how you want to live and how in which you can, constantly pushing for more, in any corner of the universe you find; personally prevailing.
As my close acquaintances refer, I am quite a robot, though self admittedly, this blog is the admittance of the constant effort I exert, just to identify with such a complexly developed, (hopefully), approach to the world.
“Fashion is pain, intelligence is strife, the world spins 24/hrs a day and we unfortunately require sustenance”
If you follow along or can recall one of my last emissions of human continuity, I wrote on developing to an elite, which, as referenced, is my effective goal in existence, through all the means in which I find.